yesterday was the second checkup. i looked a bit, it's quite ugly. apparrently dr schingo cut off some 'dead' skin at some point. it certainly didn't feel like dead skin. this time theres no big hand badage. in fact, just band-aids on the ring and middle. but i covered it with more gayse because it's so ugly looking.

it's difficult to sleep with this. hard to find the right position. i've been waking up with a sore, dry throat.

i need to finish recording stuff for ninja attack, but i know it;s going to be very difficult and frustrating. i'm not able to drive to the others to do the recording because it's just too much work. we'll try to have them here.